Ego Death

Meditation, Prayer and Healing: God Unveiled

2009-10-29T21:17:00.000-07:00

No matter what religion you was raised up and taught to follow and what part of the world you learned it; there are many things that tie them all together. Here we focus of the concept of God, the very root of them all = the creator or root to everything if you choose not to use this term creator but prefer scientific terms such as evolution or what ever else...The very thing many chose to believe in, not believe in, to shun, to study with science and superstition's to curse to worship to fight wars over to divide every man, woman and child over the face of the earth...

That's not what this essay is about. This essay is the result of one man's search for God over the coarse of many years and if you read it all, every line and meditate on it- you just may learn something new beside the truth you already know you will add to that and we can be friends and family once again as we once was...

That man being me - - - the one who I speak of ---I tell you I began like everyone else - with no belief system in place when i was born that day 6/11/1969. See we are not born with belief systems; we are born free of division of thought, words and number concepts of measurement...We are taught these no matter where we come from to one degree or another rather rich or poor, black or white we must learn what we know by exsperience--- or we learn a belief system our culture and designated teacher's teaches us along with out pear, parents and sibling's. I will also start off saying The religion I began my search in was Christianity but at the very beginning of my religeous or first serious church exsperience my joining one - baptized 10/31/1998 and it is 11 years to the day almost... I prayed to "God" And ask

"Please help me understand you God who ever you are. Help and guide me to see past any lie and get to the truth no matter what pain and suffering I must endure--- I beg you let me have wisdom greater than Solomon and let me know you and walk with you Dear God to understand you and Jesus Christ"

Man glows in the dark
http://nowarchy.smfforfree2.com/index.php/topic,187.0.html
Firefly's Glow its called Lucifer = light
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Firefly
Lucifer means light not Satan
Devil means Rebel not Satan or Lucifer

So I never placed any conditions on God or any barriers that my hinder my comeing to know God...This lead me to be able to search under every rock and through every Religion, philosophy and study of humanity's...Nothing is of limits in my search, my path was noble and my intent righteous. Boy was I in for a ride!

Prayer = Talking to the infinate/G0d
Meditation = Listening to the infinate/G0d

The infinate is located at one's core or center (Chi)
"the Kingdom of G0D is within"

Looking to the stars is of no use or projecting out what can only be found in you, your true self = is where G0d the infinate the great before (Alpha) and Last (Omega)

Torah - Gene-isis chapter 1 v 1 first Sentence "In the beginning the earth was with out form and Void" and when we reduce and adam we find the same "Void" that was before matter and that same before Void is the same after or the last Void...In other words Void is Energy = Energy can not be created or destroyed - the same is said of God the infinite One who could also be called the Zero = void of materiel but also the very essence of all materiel. Matter is vibration some at high frequency some at lower ones but again reduce an atom from it nucleus, protons, nutrons we find--- scientist tell us Nothing or Void = Zero

Shall we perfect Einstine's theory of relativity then?
E=mc time is relative to space

And how is time relative to space then?
Space can be measured if we create a mechanism that measures time that count down the moments between day and night and calenders that count the days of the seasons for planting and womans minstrel cycle...these natural phenom's we can observe...So space can be measured with artificial means made by man using a time machine and time can me measured through the space useing the space that the earth travels but one must use materiel as a measurement but wait...if we reduce all to nothing how can Void me measured is all is essentualy Void First and Void last?

It cant!

So time and space are also nothing----thats how they are related...And this makes them also related to Void now does it not; since all is void?

To perfect the relativity equation is this:

E=Mcr

ENERGY is MEMORY and it is CIRCULATING and rEAPEATING

Your a time traveler but your not exsperiancing it nore do you know how to travel back and forth at will...The only way to do this and exsperience time travel is to find your true self and the everlasting Now, embrace it forever and you will find the Kingdom of G0D and eternal life -Nevermore

Energy is memory and Rock n Roll never forgets!

The Five Hindrances of Meditation

1. Sense desire

2. Anger

3. Sloth

4. Agitation and worry

5. Extreme skepticism

Listed above are the five hindrances to meditation. Each one or a combination of more than one can prevent a successful practice. If you have too much sense desire you will find your mind wandering in meditation toward those things which you crave. If you are full of anger, you will be agitated and it will be very difficult to stay concentrated on your meditation subject. Sloth and torpor refers to sluggish-ness. You may just be tired and in need of rest. After you are rested, you can return to your meditation practice. Agitation and worry will keep your mind occupied away from your subject the same way that anger works in that way. Extreme skepticism refers to your doubts in the Dhamma or your ability to practice. This is normal for any meditator, but as you learn more, the doubt will fade and you will proceed with your practice.

Very few people can eliminate all five hindrances all the time, except for enlightened ones. But there may be times when your concentration is strong and you can eliminate the five hindrances for at least a meditation session. When this happens there is the opportunity to enter some advanced states known as jhana.

Jhanas

In the chapter on the Four Foundations of Mindfulness, it was mentioned that there can be some meditation experiences of great joy and bliss. These are known as the jhanas. The jhanas have been roughly translated as “states of absorption” or even “trance.” The Christian mystics, like Teresa of Avila, called these altered states of consciousness religious ecstasies. Every contemplative tradition has some context for these states. In voodoo religious practices and other traditional shamanistic religions, these states are highly valued and used regularly in their services.

Even in non-contemplative traditions there may be examples of these trance-like states. For example, in some Christian churches and other charismatic type belief systems there are people who get so enraptured in the moment of their prayer. They work themselves into a frenzy of love and devotion which might include singing, jumping, and dancing. They may be able to pray and jump for hours, beyond their normal physical ability. This may not be fake. The people may actually be in a trance-like state. Trance states can be induced through religious and cultural practices as well as through hallucinogens. They can provide great religious ecstasies, but do not necessarily mean religious wisdom or awakening.

At high levels of jhana super-normal powers may occur. There are even reports of walking on water and other super human feats by gurus and monks who had attained high levels of jhana.

“Having been one, you become many; having been many, you become one; you appear and vanish; you go unhindered through a wall, through a rampart, through a mountain as though through space; you dive in and out of the earth as though it were water; you walk on water without sinking as though it were earth; seated cross-legged, you travel in space like a bird; with your hand you touch and stroke the moon and sun so powerful and mighty; you exercise mastery with the body as far as the brahma world.”

Samyutta Nikaya 12.70

“And then the Buddha came to the River Ganges. And some people were looking for a boat, and some were looking for a raft, and some were binding together a raft of reeds to get to the other side. But the Buddha, as swiftly as a strong man might stretch out his flexed arm or flex it again, vanished from this side of the Ganges and reappeared with his Order of monks on the other shore.” Digha Nikaya 16.1.33

When you see the above quotes, repeated several times in the Buddhist scriptures, you realize that the feats and claims attributed to Jesus of Nazareth are no different (or better) than what the Arahants (enlightened ones) of Buddhism can do. You can interpret some of it as exaggerated claims to increase the stature of the leaders of a religion, or you can see it as genuinely possible, through the powers of “mind over matter.”

Mind over matter amazing feats are examples of jhana. An example is a petite mother who is suddenly able to lift a very heavy refrigerator off her child when it accidentally falls on the child. The amount of concentration and love for her child places her into a higher plane of being, to a state of jhana.

Some of the more exaggerated claims in the above quote may not be that far off. For example, “multiplying” your body one-hundred fold or one-thousand fold may have a scientific possibility. An example is a soccer (or football) game such as the World Cup. The game is televised around the world. People are watching in almost every country. The “images” appear directly on live TV to people everywhere in their living rooms on the television sets. This is nothing more than transmitting electrical signals from the cameras on the field to a satellite in space and then the signals go to countries around the globe. We know that we are not that different than a pile of energy and signals. A person who is attuned to every fiber of their body may be able to “send” their electrical signals in the same way a camera does this and has the “images” appear in billions of television sets around the world.

Scientists have also been working with very small particles and are at the point of demonstrating that small particles (which are also forms of energy), may be able to pass through a solid surface, such as a wall. (New Scientist magazine, 2006) This confirms that highly developed people (such as those with jhana attainments), may actually be able to pass through walls and walk on water.

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The Buddha did not allow his monks and nuns to display their super-human powers, even if they existed. The Buddha knew that it is virtually impossible to display these powers without the inflation and propagation of the ego. But the jhanas do provide important stepping stones toward enlightenment and also encourage us on the path. The Buddha encouraged the practice of jhana, but not the display of the super-human powers.

It is at advanced jhana levels, that one may be able to see one’s past lives and even of others. It is appropriately not talked about much, since these levels are difficult to achieve and when you do, who will believe you? The jhana levels and powers are not to be used for entertainment purposes, for showing off, or for profit, such as at a psychic store-front. Since such usage would entail attachment to sense desires and other unwholesome desires, the abilities would not work in a profitable-money-making endeavor anyway.

During the time of the Buddha, even he and his followers were careful about discussing their abilities:

Mahamoggallana, one of the Buddha’s foremost disciples was smiling as he came down Vulture Peak and when asked by another monk, why he was smiling, the monk responds,

“Here, friend, as I was coming down from Mount Vulture Peak, I saw a skeleton moving through the air. Vultures, crows, and hawks, following it in hot pursuit, were pecking at it between the ribs, stabbing it, and tearing it apart, while it uttered cries of pain. It occurred to me: It is wonderful, indeed! It is amazing, indeed! That there could be such a being, that there could be such a spirit, that there could be such a form of individual existence!

Then the Blessed One addressed the bhikkhus thus: Bhikkhus there are disciples who dwell having become vision, having become knowledge, in that a disciple can know, see, and witness such a sight. In the past, bhikkhus, I too saw that being, but I did not speak about it. For if I had spoken about it, others would not have believed me, and if they had not believed me that would have led to their harm and suffering for a long time [by not following the Path].

That being, bhikkhus, used to be a cattle butcher in this same Rajagaha. Having been tormented in hell for many years, for many hundreds of years, for many thousands of years, for many hundreds of thousands of years as a result of that kamma, as a residual result of that same kamma he is experiencing such a form of individual existence.”

Samyutta Nikaya 19.1

The Buddha hesitatingly explains how these visions can be seen, knowing that others would not be so ready to believe him. This discourse also shows that the Buddha and other advanced disciples could see the kamma (karma) ripening in others, as this butcher is tormented for the killings he did.

To reach the jhanic states one must choose a meditation subject and use one-pointedness concentration. The subject can be a devotional statue, a colored disc, or simply your breath. As opposed to insight meditation or vipassana, in this meditation you focus all your attention on your subject. The background views and noises must remain only part of the background. You concentrate on your subject with eyes sometimes open and then closed. When your eyes are closed, look for the after-image of your meditation subject in your mind. Eventually you will reach a high state of concentration with all of the five hindrances gone from your mind. The five hindrances are not permanently extinguished, but gone for the meditation to allow the entry to jhanic states.

When your mind state is free of the five hindrances and your concentration is especially strong you enter the first jhana of pleasant sensations. It takes much practice and remember patience is very important. You may not experience your first jhanic state until many years of practice.

As you reach each jhanic level, your mind will be tempted to remain at the previous jhanic state. Simply keep a balanced mind with no clinging to the pleasant or unpleasant and you will progress to the higher levels. The nine levels of jhana are:

1.
Delightful Sensations
2.
Joy
3.
Contentment
4.
Utter peacefulness
5.
Infinity of space
6.
Infinity of consciousness
7.
No-thingness
8.
Neither perception nor non-perception
9.
Cessation

Comes down to finding true self the ego -less self this is what we all have in common is Void - it is void we try and fill with matter, matreriel things like money, love of others, religion, social status and such but we was born with void at our core. It can not be filled with matter is is void and to be healthy is to stay void or remove what doesnt belong and make it once again Void = this is ego death the return to void and the finding od Now...Throw your clocks away. The Time is Now!

Wonderful One Lyrics:
So throw it down, cleveland rain
The queen of love has flown again
To seek her daughter
Who must lie beside the thief
Whose golden tongue she will believe
Defies the order, ohhh

Ohh, that is why
Ohh, that is why

Shall we dance and never stop
Take my hand and stop the clock
From turning over
And spirit weave and spirit bend
In the move that has no end
That we must follow

Ohhhhhhh
Ohh, ohh

Show me your eyes
Oh, light of the son
Touch me with fire
My mind is undone
All life conspire
My freedom has come
I drift through desire
My wonderful one

When you do what you do
I can never, never, never
Let you go
When you feel the way you feel
You can never, never, never
Let it show

Show me your eyes
Oh, light of the son
Touch me with fire
My mind is undone
All life conspire
My freedom has come
I drift through desire
My wonderful one

Oh, hoh-hoh, ah ah-ah,
Mmm oh oh-oh, oh ohhh ohhh hohhh

So throw it down, cleveland rain
The queen of love has flown again
To seek her daughter
Who must lie beneath the thief
Whose golden tongue she will believe
Defies the order, oh yeah yeah yeah

That is why
That is why
That is why
Oh yeah, that is why

Special Thanks to my Facebook Friend Kamal Dissanay in Indonesia for some of idea's and some of the content for this essay and artist Rob Ten Berge in The Netherlands for some awesome artwork used here and on my blog Nowarchy PZN...
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/TroyE.LevinTeter?ref=profile

Great 4 part video explaining the seeds, roots and origins and the LIGHT = Lucifer in Latin
Listen carefully:

Gypsy: A Fool In The Rain

2009-07-11T11:20:00.000-07:00

Zero = Nobody

I have been allot of things according to others. If I was to judge myself on hearsay of others via gossip, jealosy and slander I would think very lowley of my self as many of you may right now deep down inside your body may- but I have an honest assesment of me as Nobody today. I stand alone. Before I was conceived in my Moms womb I had nobody and when I die I will have no-body.

We go through our lives playing roles and acting "right", like we are suppose to for the eyes of others but in reality we are naked and not who we are said to be or "Who" we think we are. We are not hearsay or heirarchy and are not anything but naked poor and blind as the day we are born, same as the day we die. Death out lives life.

Some have been abused, beaten and spat on for not being who we are suppose to be and carry that with them everyday in the depth of our body killing out very spirit and soul, many have come to enjoy it. You have created a false idenity of your self based on possessions, social heirarchy, hearsay of others and educatuion level. We are not what people say we are and we are not words to be tossed to the sewer pit same as we are not greater than the least amoung us, not one of us. Again we are all born naked and so shall we die.

Me I have struggled with these things myself. I have been lower than low, rich, high ranked in social heirarchy amoung pears and also been made nothing by men. I was once caught up in a Christian cult that took me fours years to escape and caused me a great deal of pain, I have been in jail for petty shit many times as a young man naked- forced to sleep on cold concrete, homelss on the steets of the city, beaten by police and citizens alike, poisoned for my religouse zeal once- and lived, persicuted by my fellow's, loved by many pretty ah lady, rejected by most, hated for my honesty, lived in luxuery like a fattend cow and in famin with out eating for days, without freinds and have had so many freinds (as long as I am buyen) I Was over full- my cup runneth over till my cup was empty and broke-where are they now?
*This is who is calling you out.

Your Asleep
And then you see your Gypsy as brief as lighting in the night sky but it still remains in the darkness when the light is out---We are every place we go no matter where you are at and all our deeds and words combined rather seen as evil or good we still remain naked, a nobody.

The Subject of Gypsy's Reminds me of a memory
When I was just 18 years of age I joined up with a traveling Carn-Evil (Fest-evil of flesh-I ate allot of pussy) and travled for the summer like my Father before me. My Dad I had never met at this point as he and my Mom had Divorced when I was just two years old and I had no memory of him growing up- in a single parent household as Mom worked in the Auto manufacturing field making seat belts = enough to get by on used goods. Dad had left for lands full of Hippy type pleasures filled with drugs, sex and Rock-n-Roll adventures--- then soon joined ranks with traveling Carevals as a cook after the 60s wore off = that travled year around accross the States. I suppose to travel is in my veins and our forfathers had always travled first from Europe then settled accross the United States from east coast to west slowly--- I had come to find this out not many years ago through geneological research. I was born to roam.
http://teterbrothers.home.comcast.net/~teterbrothers/index.html

So Spring 1988 I went to a Carneval with a couple freinds of mine in Martinsville Indiana after living on the streets of Indianapolis for a few months (my new stepfather didnt like me at all so I was encouraged to not hang aroung the their new ranch between my party life style)
At the Caneval I met a couple seasoned tattooed carney Girls who was a little infatuated with me so they invited me to join up and become a roady and get off the streets for awhile. Irony, Divine Provdance, sychronisity or what ever you prefer- would later lead me to my Fathers Home town traveling in the Carneval as a "Joiney" where I would meet: long lost relatives, a half sister, my first Indian blooded wife (of two now divorced) and soon my long lost Anarchist and Roady Father named Francis (Jake) Teter. The sorta guy once you meet him you dont forget him.

While traveling I was quickly inintiated into the ways of the MidWay and its speacial jargin and phrase used by the Carneys as well as the carney heirarchy- that had been passed down no doubt by the Gypsy folk of ages past:

Town Mark = A Local town person marked (of the beast?)
Midway = Home and property of carneys no matter the geolocation and you could say its also a midway beteen life and death or midway between Us and Them.
Joint = a game or food booth
Ride = A adult ride
Hampton = Kiddy ride
Freak show = Side show off the main midway but connected
Food Joint = place to buy food
Hey Rude or Hey Rube = A signal to other carneys a rude townsmen is causeing trouble need asstance
DQ = Carney Diqualified from the midway or fired
Rehash = use used cups or stock from the trash and pockett the profit in a food joint
Pickled Punk = A dead deformed baby in a jar of Fermaldihyde
Ride Jock = A person who works on and runs rides
Freak = Geneticly deformed or abnormal physical appearance
Ext...Ext

The Heirarchy top to bottom is:
Owner
Food worker/Joiney
Joiney = games
Ride Jocks
Freaks

Pay is 15 percent of what you make and all you can steal (thats unofficial) but your paid 10% weekly and the rest at seasons end if you make it and $10= ten dollars a day draw. In small town Indina that leaves you pretty much even. The occasional showers (that was a joy rather than ritual) and sleeping quarters provided ( I slept under Semi-trailors or in the Duck pond).
As long as you can steal good with out getting cuaght by the owners you can make enough to get drunk every night and one meal a day.

Ahh... the life of freedom makes me want to shed light about the Gypsy that I was, that I still Am and the Gypsy thats in us all. The free, the wild, the Dancer who is care free with no burdens to bear and no guilt stored up-all natural and even naked. The age that was to come is Now here and it is the age The Fool, the Joker.
Chaos is fair to everyone ya know?

"Blessed is the one who can stand naked and not be ashamed, one that can tread on their cloths like a little child and laugh"
Christ: THE Coptic Gospsel of Thomas

Less you meet a gypsy and get the facts straight from one who can speak freely its hard to get factual info on the nomads,,,there are few nomadic people left in the world but if you talk to any who travel and live that life you will hear of the facts or try it your self.

Ian Hancock write's about Gypsy's
http://www.radoc.net/radoc.php?doc=art_b_history_1789-2004&lang=en&articles=true

When the Romanies first arrived in Europe they were able to tell people that they had come there from India; but this did not become general knowledge and in time was forgotten by the Romanies themselves. At the popular level various hypotheses spread, some quite bizarre; they were thought to be survivors of a prehistoric race, Druids, Nubians, dwellers emerging from the hollow Earth, visitors from space, or simply a population recruited from the fringes of European society that artificially dyed its skin and spoke a concocted jargon for purposes of criminal activity. Never referred to by their self-ascription Romanies (from an Indic root meaning “person”), many other names were given to them, most commonly Gypsies, Gitanos, Gitans (i.e. Egyptians), and Zigeuner, Tsiganes and Cingaros (all from Greek UJF (i.e. “untouchables,” from their perceived aloofness from the non-Romani populations). Stealing became associated very early on with the Romanies who, forbidden by law from taking up residence in a township, and refused service by shopkeepers, resorted to subsistence theft in order to survive. Measures taken to keep Romanies at a distance, even to destroy their existence, were sometimes surprisingly harsh; in 1830 the Nordhausen city council attempted to bring about the eventual eradication of the Romani population by taking children away from their parents for permanent placement with German families. A Reinland hunter’s diary from 1835 recorded the murder of “a Gypsy woman and her suckling baby” for sport in his list of kills, and whole forests were set ablaze during the same period to drive out Romanies camped there.

Because European scholars gave special status to the “classical” languages, and because Sanskrit was one of these, and because Romani was demonstrably descended from Sanskrit, ascertaining the precise origins of the Romani people and their language occupied a number of scholars throughout the 19th century. The prevailing theory regards Romanies as being descendants of a mixed ethno-linguistic Indian population

The ubiquitous “Gypsy” image was a consequence of the Industrial Revolution. By the mid 19th century social changes had scarred the land with coalmines and railways, and had populated the cities with an underclass of urban poor, grimly described in the novels of Charles Dickens and others of that period. Artists and writers began to idealize the bucolic, cleaner pre-industrial days, and farmyards, meadows and shepherdesses became artistic themes. “Gypsies” were increasingly being portrayed in the literature as having been unaffected by industrial blight, living as they always had in the countryside, subsisting on nuts and berries and the occasional stolen rabbit or chicken, mischievous but harmless and colorful children of nature.

While the elusive True Romany was taking on a life of his own in the pages of various Victorian publications the actual Romanies, most of whom differed little physically from western Europeans, were regarded as degenerate “half breeds” contaminating Europe. It allowed a non-existent category of “real” Romanies while justifying negative attitudes towards their mixed offspring who were, in fact, the actual population. In 1835 Tetzner referred in print to Romanies as “the excrement of humanity,” while in 1850 Robert Knox, in his Races of Men described Romanies as the “refuse of the human race.” In 1863, Liebich described them as worthless life, a phrase which was applied to them by Kulemann six years later, and which was to have ominous significance in Hitler’s Germany.

Basing his ideas on Darwin, Cesare Lombroso published his influential work L’uomo deliquente in 1876, which contained a lengthy chapter on the genetically criminal character of the Romanies, whom he described as “a living example of a whole race of criminals.” In the United States, immigration policies dated 1883 and 1885 forbade the entry of Romanies into the country.
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Why are gypsy the target of all this rabble? Because the freedom is limitless and those who travel cant be contained to a set dogma,ritualor bahavior. I imagine these folks was forced to steal to live if they was pushed to the margins and the envirement was desolate...

When you are a Nomad you are not mad, you are free and naked even clothed. I am not saying be naked. I am saying throw off all that binds you. Break any yoke that is addictions, emotional trauma, gult, fear, closed mind that cause's you to be confused, unaware or unconscious. Get control of your self then do as you will. You wont know for sure if you are these things untill you meet a real Gypsy, nomad, free man or roady or until you see your own gypsy. Those who do and they are sickend by it are under a spell. A veil covers their eyes and mind and the spell will be broken at ego death or physical death when you realize again you are a nobody.

Some say - and including in some Mayan prophesies that all the souls ever incarneted are embodied right now and the so called Asended Masters have returned and encarnated as well as the one Adept or original root being that proceeded human beings. What ever you belive is 100% percent of your reality. My challenge is for you to know rather than beleive.

"Faith is being SURE of what we Hope For and CERTAIN of what we do not see"
Hebrews 11:1 New Testament Bible
The only place in the Bible Faith is defined.

Grace is defined by Theologans as "A love from GOD you dont desareve" Let me say the word GOD is not a word, it is a Masonic creation G.O.D = philosphical attributes--- it is replacing other words in Hebrew,Aramaic and Greek you can find for your self. The Christ never taught Grace nor has any great spiritual Teacher such as Buddha or Krishna. Love is a verb love is a doing word

Nowarchy is here to break all the spells. I was born in Lebanon Indiana, the place I met my Dad when I was 19 years old and the last stop of my carney adventure. I am a Nobody no matter where I am and will remain so until death do us part and I will continue to be nobody. I Am free and choose my path. I am divorced to the Yoke of marriage and have five children- all boys- by that same woman, I am not orderd to pay child support, I am a Father hen who broods over his chickens. Ususally I can be found where I am, thats the place I live and stay.

I am not worthy of marriage or relationships, I have no material or money to offer, I only have love and tell the truth, no one want to hear a truth and I cant create any illusions to fall for--- I have no ambition to attain wealth or status, The illusion of the American dream = therefor I am dispised and hated amoung men and women alike. I except my status. I have no rights, rights are given by Tyrants and Rulers. Beisdes the tools of trade, a few wall hangings and cloths I have what I was born with--- except in my contracts with man---I am bound to imposabilty. I dont own my children but I am there and learn from them.

A man with much possessions is much possessed

"Those who have much- more will be espected and those who have nothing- even what they have will be taken away" = Nothing

Now Sell all your your worldly possessions - give them to the poor- follow me, my ways if you can.
All are welcome to come take on my yoke today Now. My yoke is light
I dont beleive anything--- I ether know it or I dont. I dont try anything I just do it, wanna try me?

Count the cost Now
Your cost is selling all your possessions and be nobody--- or a sacrifice in one hundred weight and penny pound.
To see your Gypsy, your true center and egoless
s-elf and your natural well being will cost you, dont matter who you are. You count the cost--- for it means your very soul.

So I'm back, to the velvet underground
Back to the floor, that I love
To a room with some lace and paper flowers
Back to the gypsy that I was
To the gypsy... that I was

And it all comes down to you
Well, you know that it does
And lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice
oh, and it lights up the night
And you see your gypsy
You see your gypsy

To the gypsy that remains faces freedom with a little fear
I have no fear, I have only love
And if I was a child
And the child was enough
Enough for me to love
Enough to love

She is dancing away from you now
She was just a wish
She was just a wish
And a memory is all that is left for you now
You see your gypsy
You see your gypsy

Lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice
And it all comes down to you
"
And it all comes down to you

Lightning strikes, maybe once, maybe twice
And it all comes down to you

I still see your bright eyes, bright eyes
I have always loved you
And it all comes down to you

Should I fall out of love, my fire in the light
To chase a feather in the wind
Within the glow that weaves a cloak of delight
There moves a thread that has no end.

For many hours and days that pass ever soon
the tides have caused the flame to dim
At last the arm is straight, the hand to the loom
Is this to end or just begin?

All of my love,
all of my love,
all of my love to you now.

The cup is raised, the toast is made yet again
One voice is clear above the din
Proud Aryan, one word, my will to sustain
For me, the cloth once more to spin

Yours is the cloth, mine is the hand that sews time
his is the force that lies within
Ours is the fire, all the warmth we can find
He is a feather in the wind

sometime, sometime, sometime, sometime .. ooh
hey hey hey.. hey hey heey
ooh yeah

i get a little bit lonely,
just still(?), just still(?)..

Fuck

2009-05-07T14:15:00.000-07:00

Instructions: A Safe and Rapid Ego Death

2009-03-11T10:32:00.000-07:00

This link is a simple and easy instruction for those seeking to expand their consciousness; the timeless journey, It is safe and Rapid. I warn that it is only for the ernest who seek with all their hearts to return to innocents and by doing so will help others in a way never imagined. This is the pathless path as Osho calls it or the un-beaten path as I like to call it. It is not a path to wealth and power but a path to simplicity and what some call "bliss"

"To conquer oneself
is a greater victory
than to conquer thousands
in a battle." – The Teaching of Buddha

Peace be with you, TM
Link
http://www.albigen.com/uarelove/most_rapid/contents.aspx

Re Legion: An Ocean Refuses No River

2008-12-30T23:18:00.000-08:00

"Ego Death is required to merge with God. Buddha, Krishna and Jesus all taught that the ego must be removed in order for God to be revealed. Love is the most potent destroyer of the ego. The anti Christ is the ego. Mysticism is the path of finding the direct experience of God.

There is only one Christ appearing as Jesus, Buddha and Krishna. The second coming of Christ has to do with the discovery of the Christ that is within us all. To love Christ is to become Christ. The supreme wisdom lies at the heart of every being. Spiritual metaphysics is the practice of seeking God within one's self. Inner peace and happiness are the goal of Christian mysticism. The esoteric mysteries are revealed in the life and teachings of Jesus Christ, Buddha and Krishna. Every major religion can be connected.

We can call on Jesus, Krishna or Buddha to assist us in our pursuit of enlightenment. Jesus is lord, Krishna is lord and Buddha is lord because they are all emanations of the same Christ Consciousness. The teachings of Jesus, Buddha and Krishna are essentially the same. There is no need for the world religions to compete with one another.

Spirituality is like the depths of the ocean while religion is the surface. It is easy to favorably compare Christianity, Buddhism and Hinduism if one realizes the unity of all life. Christian quotes can be linked directly to Buddha quotes and Krishna quotes. Jesus Christ taught the path of love as did Krishna and Buddha. The blood of Jesus Christ is love. Spiritual awareness is what is needed for enlightenment. Esoteric Jesus is the hidden or inner path. "
http://www.jesus-christ.ws/ego_death/ego_death.html

Then why do all of the venerated and worshiped figures of religion are taught by its self proclaimed and State sanctioned "wise and holy" men that no one can attain to the likeness or be like the saviors the common folk pay homage and tithe to. The figures are "much too holy for me or you to be equal" to in any way so the clergy people will for a price be the middle men/women for us as vicar or intercessory.

We are suppose to "believe that this cleric can speak for us to a unspecified concept of God because they have gone to a private university that specializes in in-doctrinating these people into their flavor the holy books hermeneutics interpretations. They in turn teach their congregations to submit to government and us rank in file goyum can not ever be like the long dead prophets we are spose to worship as gods, but my yavh---did these men not come from a woman's birth canal, eat, shit, and die as we all have and will?

I say if any man can defecate his pants then so can I

We are taught only the holy shit--- that only "spacial" people or one in a billion every 1000 years can achieve ego death or spiritual freedom from the bondage of illusion. So everyone till Now has stayed in the ranks and done their small part to maintain the lies and hierarchy and keep the wise Priest who preaches "submit" to the Beast no matter what as long as the illusion is maintained and dream kept alive and economy's are strong. The Priest and Theocrocist's in turn keep their retirement funds as the Church/synagogues/Mosque's and Temples are tax exempt as the government approved 501c3 organizations. Now No 501c3 will dare speak out publicly against the beast and loose good marks. The Beast may take their mark away.

Truth is we all are but drops in a ocean of consciousness. All one needs to to do is expand the size of your drop and loose the illusions and lies we have been told to keep us in our assigned seats. Our school is the universe city and all wisdom and understanding is beyond any of our grasps but is flowing in the very currents we live in. Ego death re-legions us with the real and natural and self all who legion them self to exspanding consciousness.

We are one legion and I am one of many.

A River refuses no rain and the ocean refuses no river.

Be Water

2008-12-13T18:22:00.001-08:00

"Water Flows and it never goes stale. Be Water"

The Seven Stages of Unfoldment

2008-11-24T20:03:00.000-08:00

According to esoteric principles the goal of evolution (unfoldment) and ego death is to master life, to become people who know who we are and where we are going. Such people know exactly what they are doeing. They see clearly, understanding themselves and conditions around them. Filled with compassion for less progressed beings, they help others learn who they are in the deepest meaning of these words.

Such people help others find, what they themselves have found, their true spititual idenity. For all that, one can only point the way for others since all must find the way and become the way for themselves.

There are seven stages of unfoldment:

1. The mechanical being. One at this stage lives and thats about all.

2. The person is wraped up and fasinated by things perceived.

3. One is wrapped up in emotions and desires whichsensations arouse and seeks out exsperiance.

4. The person has developed intellect by which to plat ways to gain the objects of desire.

5. Spiritual intelligence begins to dawn. One begins to realize there is more to life that what was formaly beleived. It begins to be concerned with understanding things ans sences deeper levalsof consciousness within.

6. Intuistion, wisdom and the sence of oneness which is love become the persons natural state. Knowledge arises spontaneously within.

7.One has become perfected with nature, a fully "enlightend" soul with no more lessons to,learn on earth.

The end is to become more than human. A Dhyan Chohan. Its evolution is now a matter of attaining consciousness on higher and higher planes of cosmic consciousness. New worlds open up andconsciousness unfolds on levals which are as the overtones, as it were, of the seven planes of terrestrial consciousness. Builders, Planetary spiirts, Lipika---these are but a few of the names assigned to those evolving in higher worlds of consciouse life---realms greater and vaster, more all encompassing than can be imagined by the greatest and most holy saint on this speck of mud called earth.

Walking on Ego Shells

2008-10-27T15:47:00.000-07:00

"Hews the wall with might of magic,

Breaks the palisade in pieces,

Hews to atoms seven pickets …

Speaks the Master words of knowledge"

Aha!
A LITTLE before Dawn, the pupil comes to greet his Master, and begs instruction.

Inspired by his Angel, he demands the Doctrine of being rapt away into the Knowledge and Conversation of Him.

The Master discloses the doctrine of Passive Attention or Waiting.

This seeming hard to the Pupil, it is explained further, and the Method of Resignation, Constancy, and Patience inculcated. The Paradox of Equilibrium. The necessity of giving oneself wholly up the the new element. Egoism rebuked.

The Master, to illustrate this Destruction of the Ego, describes the Visions of Dhyana.

He further describes the defence of the Soul against assailing Thoughts, and shows that the duality of Consciousness is a blasphemy against the Unity of G0d; so that even the thought called G0d is a denial of G0d-as-He-is-in-Himself.

The pupil sees nothing but a blank midnight in this Emptying of the Soul"

End Quotes

From the Dark side we see the shine of the light as it emanates with the beckoning of darkness. When in the light it is the darkness that emanates. When searching for truth we find the lies and understand them and when searching for the light we find the darkness then understand it. Once we understand both we see they are one.

So who says they are not one but the dualist of cult of Sub-division?
But if the root dies so then the fruit of sub-division.

So to eliminate sub-Divine's and arrive at true nature we need to start from the concept and work to the root; the branch's being the sub-divisions of a trees roots (as above to below)
Now the root of the root is the seed.

Ah...The seed. Its hard shell is such as an egg. Inside the plant egg is one hell of a yoke. When hatched in the right soil it becomes an larva or fetus. Later with the right amniotic water will grow from that root and burst for from mother earth a new born baby. One day among it branch's it will bear fruit just as its parental flora had before them for generations.

Flora = Aura

These generations of plants could be calculated by the manmal gods to know the life of a plant and subdivided those results to create a timed plant with preconditioned life span and allowed to bear fruit and hatch its seed one generation based of the time it took to hatch from the time it took to sprout then the time it took to return to the earth from witch it came. This was the Farmer Cult some called fertility cults that genetically modified the seed not to bear fruit naturally but to die at a pre progamed life span by the manmal gods.

The ego is a shell oval shaped that surrounds your body; often called the auric egg by esoteric philosopher's. Ego Death(egg death = hatched)At this point the shell is gone. We are now able to begin to take root. Once we take root in natural reality; we then grow to bear fruit in metaphysical reality...Being the opposite of physical reality--- metaphysics and physics are mastered from one side at a time. Once both are mastered we break from that egg. Hold a candle to it first to see if its fetal.

When the fruits fall to the ground to seed the earth will the generation X (crucified generation) seeds be able to regenerate fertile seeds? Will the ego have such a strong hold on the Y and Z generation that the eggo shell will never hatch and later bear fruit in season?

Will we cross over into a digit-El generation completely unable to walk between worlds of duality but stuck behind one side or the other from pressure of the other side? Unable to hatch from this shell the ego takes hold as the life force for the next generation of roboticly activated golems. Ego based and ego centered they will only need periodic up grades to keep the true nature from emerging---drugs and programs keep them in order. The true self identity fully integrated and adapted? It would ideally be destroyed through eugenic and sociological programs; ego being the new unbreakable casement for false covenants and illusions of grand...

The unbreakable egg to be born from the generations to come are fully programmable. Since they don't bear fruit there is not effort to create anything but falsity and more sub-divisions of falsity till the natural root can barely support the branch's and the nutrients being sucked to support the fruit. The limbs begin to die as the root slowly looses it ability to pump the life's blood nutrients to the sub-divisions graphted in un-natural branch's. The root slowly dies and with it the entire plants system breaks down, shrinks and losses the ability to absorber nutrients from the dark soil. The sun light no longer beckons the plan to reach for the sun from the soil. Now the dark soil beckons the branch's back to the soil to blend with it and later providing nutrients to its children and their seeds.

The graphted in branch's of reality (un-natural lies) are sucking the life force of nature (natural biological reality and verbal truth) like a parasite does any host. Divides the hearts of men/woman!

Only love of natural reality and birth of seasonal change in self, self gnosis and self love will emanate the hearts of all men and woman.

Thrice Great: Love is the only begotten child of Truth and Reality is the Spirit!

Eggs? Even our heads are quite the egg. From them come brainchildren and their children's children are hatched. Even ideas and concepts have children and their children children are furthest separated from silence and absence of matter.

even the earth is shaped as an egg!

From the root--- things branch down to the inner sun and things branch up to the outer sun. Everything is connected through suns. All living things have suns and through those suns we are connected in the Now. Connected once we break from the shells of our eggos.

Once the mone emerge's from eggos Oone slowly learns to fly. Fly from heart to heart.
After we learn to fly from heart to heart we realize it is all the same one heart that beats and all the smaller sub-hearts echo the One. The one is Energy.

Thrice Great: Energy - E=MCr
Energy is the same as Memory and it circulates and repeats endlessly.

To hide behind ego is to hide your heart, to hide your energy and emotions. To hide your love for your self and for other hearts of the one.

Love is the yoke that needs to emerge to bear fruit. Not the fruitless infertile ego.

Ego death is birth and conceptless. Impossible to explain this: to mention the term "Ego Death" begins the process in the hearer of the infinite crack of the hymen-the membrane of initiation to growth and understanding of nature of rebirth, I will only touch this... In my day the hymen called the vaginal cherry it marks a the breach or a wall. When we let out walls down from the front of our Solar Plexus the heart of man lights up as energy flows to and fro. The energy connects everything to everything and is only present outside the ego shell.

Concepts = conned perception of reality
Silence is the root of sound
Language is a sub-division of silence.
Silance is metepreception or with out thought form
Thought forms are mental constructs constructed by sounds/visual and audio memories as well as any sence stimulation triggering neurotransmitters causing bodily chemicals to produce an animistic antaneye (Aten-eye). A sixth sense of your dead ancestors and to sense the other hearts that are rooted to root of reality the root of physics that is the same root and metaphysics. The one.

So if a person has no hearing born with out any sensations of sensory stimulus such being as def, paralyzed head to toe, blind, no sense of smell or taste. No way to form thoughts as mental constructs what would be that mans reality?

This man would be in contact with the dead seemingly. A void between life and death south of. Could even call this between worlds, call this the heart of reality?

I call it the Now!

My will be done!

Cont...

The False Sinner

2008-10-06T16:20:00.000-07:00

In many texts and essay's we find the the words "ego death" used by any one from a LSD or magic mushroom psycho naught to the Buddhist and even from new age capitalist guru's like De pock Chopra. Just do a Internet search to read all the definitions for this term and spend days reading the hits. I dam ego a social construct, a creation of the false and synthetic environment we call society or civilization. The mask of God even. Many talk and post to me in forums and want to argue about what ego and ego death is and rather its necessary for growth and true change in our world. I say yes it is not only necessary but it will happen rather we like it or not.

Osho defines it best:
"The real can be known only through the false, so the ego is a must. One has to pass through it. It is a discipline. The real can be known only through the illusion. You cannot know the truth directly. First you have to know that which is not true. First you have to encounter the untrue. Through that encounter you become capable of knowing the truth. If you know the false as the false, truth will dawn upon you."

Wow! I follow no religious tradition but truth can be found in allot of places if we are open to it. So these plastic persona's we have inherited from society can also work for some good. By creating the false is the only way we can know the the truth. So hence my thesis that it/we has come full circle like the snake eating its tale.
We are at the end of a cycle. How shall we handle this transition and then the next cycle?

As my other blog Nowarchy points out we are at point zero or transition from one age to the next as some prefer to call it. A place when "all things are laid bare for all to see" a Jesus put it. The lies must be now brought back to truth and all things reckoned with. Could The return of Quetzalcoatl or Christ merely be the dissolution of the ego on massive scale? I say yes, the veil is being removed and Now is the time!

Osho again: " Ego is a need; it is a social need, it is a social by-product. The society means all that is around you - not you, but all that is around you. All, minus you, is the society. And everybody reflects. You will go to school and the teacher will reflect who you are. You will be in friendship with other children and they will reflect who you are. By and by, everybody is adding to your ego, and everybody is trying to modify it in such a way that you don't become a problem to the society.

They are not concerned with you.
They are concerned with the society.
Society is concerned with itself, and that's how it should be.

They are not concerned that you should become a self-knower. They are concerned that you should become an efficient part in the mechanism of the society. You should fit into the pattern. So they are trying to give you an ego that fits with the society. They teach you morality. Morality means giving you an ego which will fit with the society. If you are immoral, you will always be a misfit somewhere or other. That's why we put criminals in the prisons - not that they have done something wrong, not that by putting them in the prisons we are going to improve them, no. They simply don't fit. They are troublemakers. They have certain types of egos of which the society doesn't approve. If the society approves, everything is good."

The Fall of Civilization and society/Kingdom is at hand. Why? because all things must return from wince they came. I suggest this is known by the powers that be in control of the worlds banks and economy's. After all they was the ones who created the golem ego.

The ego is a monster created with lies. A false invisable entity controlling the herds of slaves---"We the People" It is perpetuated with the money systems, Banks, organizations, institutions,Church's, secret society's, Unions, Governments, guilds and clubs like the BAR association who rules this mess from the bench-
(latin for bank)

How will this occur many ask me? By an attempt to control it first off by the power brokers--- all via more false and natural occurrence's like economic failings, controlled unveiling of occult and esoteric secrets, genocide and war of many forms. This has already esoterically been going on since the common man and woman was taught to read and speak the secret language of English; just now at an increasing pace. After the concepts of slavery was reveled the powers needed to constantly figure ways to box in and institutionalize men so they could not become as one of the gods -the El-ites. Just imagine the Tower of Babel story only the original language or first natural form of communication was silence. Secret language was invented as picture, glyphs, symbols and hand signals.

After it was decided to domesticate the world for trade and comfort reasons of the Royals along with its entrusted Eunichs---Church and schools would work as very effective dichotomy's here in socializing and indoctrinationg the mass-- producing a larger economy for the rich to get richer and keeping the poor poorer. From there the dinner table served food to consume as product and socialization of behavior, morals, ethics and manners.

Divide and "Conquer with the cross" as Emperor Constantine put it.You cant have good people without creating bad people with a good God and evil Devil to keep them in want of checks balance.

Society has created a hell so we hope for a better restful future in heaven away from the toils of labor and wars. We rest to work and work to rest, we fight for peace; and the cycle continues. Until the ego is gone that is.

One man kills somebody - he is a murderer.
And the same man in wartime kills thousands - he becomes a great hero. The society is not bothered by a murder, but the murder should be committed for the society - then it is okay. The society doesn't bother about morality.

Morality means only that you should fit with the society.
If the society is at war, then the morality changes.
If the society is at peace, then there is a different morality.

Morality is a social politics. It is diplomacy. And each child has to be brought up in such a way that he fits into the society, that's all. Because society is interested in efficient members. Society is not interested that you should attain to self-knowledge.

The society creates an ego because the ego can be controlled and manipulated. The self can never be controlled or manipulated. Nobody has ever heard of the society controlling a self - not possible.

So the solution for the troubling and coming of Ego Death is simple. The return to innocents and natural truth. We must become like little children again. This is the Kingdom of heaven we have heard so much about. It is within.
The child needs a center; the child is completely unaware of his own center. Society gives him a center and the child is by and by convinced that this is his center, the ego that society gives.

Zero is the Hero

A child comes back to his home - if he has come first in his class, the whole family is happy. You hug and kiss him, and you take the child on your shoulders and dance and you say, "What a beautiful child! You are a pride to us." You are giving him an ego, a subtle ego. And if the child comes home dejected, unsuccessful, a failure - he couldn't pass, or he has just been on the back bench - then nobody appreciates him and the child feels rejected. He will try harder next time, because the center feels shaken.

Ego is always shaken, always in search of food, that somebody should appreciate it. That's why you continuously ask for attention.
You get the idea of who you are from others.

If we choose to be nothing, a zero nobody with nothing; we then have no thing to loose or gain- no games to win, loose or draw... If we reject what others think of us and choose not to play the social games of gossip and judgment we will loose the ego gradually to the true self--combined with eliminating all forms of false ideas and concepts like clock time and the persona in false social roles we play, you know the names. This is painful to go through but it is necessary preparation for the return of now. Nevermore.

This is Love on a grand scale.

"So you have two centers. One center you come with, which is given by existence itself. That is the self. And the other center, which is created by the society, is the ego. It is a false thing - and it is a very great trick. Through the ego the society is controlling you. You have to behave in a certain way, because only then does the society appreciate you. You have to walk in a certain way; you have to laugh in a certain way; you have to follow certain manners, a morality, a code. Only then will the society appreciate you, and if it doesn't, you ego will be shaken. And when the ego is shaken, you don't know where you are, who you are.

The others have given you the idea.
That idea is the ego.

Try to understand it as deeply as possible, because this has to be thrown. And unless you throw it you will never be able to attain to the self. Because you are addicted to the center, you cannot move, and you cannot look at the self.

And remember, there is going to be an interim period, an interval, when the ego will be shattered, when you will not know who you are, when you will not know where you are going, when all boundaries will melt.

You will simply be confused, a chaos.

Because of this chaos, you are afraid to lose the ego. But it has to be so. One has to pass through the chaos before one attains to the real center.

And if you are strong and face it, the period will be short.

But If you are afraid, and you again fall back to the ego, and you again start arranging it, then it can be very, very long; many lives can be wasted.

Yes many rather kill their own body than have the ego dissolve away to other realms and die to the self. But we must face this before we are faced with it through forced systematic chaos and to a new world order; and there will be a huge chaos before the dreaded new order comes. Sudden paradigm shifts and the realization a whole life has been lived on lies can cause a nervous break down when we find our self in a new chaos after generations of comfortable order.

From order to chaos to new order.

If you prefer using psychedelics as a starting point use an experienced guide who has tripped and is selfless that wont take advantage of you. Never pay a guru or a self proclaimed teacher with hard earned cash or goods for service. Find a Friend and study this together or as a group and attempt drug-less ego death or even with substance's. I have used much substance but I highly suggest the drug-less approach because this needs to be permanent loss of ego and understanding of the false center.

Beware never use anamita muscaria mushrooms. Never listen to the Self proclaimed Shamans that will sell anyone with a credit card this poison.

I will continue this blog as much as possible posting thoughts, experience's and posts from forums.

Peace. Throw your clocks away. The time is Now!